Look and See

I found a new website that has pictures I like: Looknsee Photography. I also have a new link to it in my sidebar.

I like that the photographer tells us what he does. I think the models are beautiful and the photos very well done. The photographer is a software engineer like I am and I relate to the way he thinks. He seems to be about my age.

I am envious. I like photography, but am not nearly as into as he is. I have fantasized about photographing people, especially nude women. In this sense, he is living one of my fantasies. He seems to be able to interact well with his models. I often stumble and bumble around beautiful women. I've never been in the presence of an attractive nude woman except for my wife.

On the other hand, I don't know the rest of his life. He interacts with a beautiful nude models. It's all very professional. For me it would be very sexual. It would be wrong to violate the professional boundary, but I would want more. If that type of interaction were all I had in life it would be frustrating. (I'm not saying the Looknsee photographer has only this, I don't know. I'm just talking to my own fantasy.) I have a loving wife and family. We have problems and we are growing older. In many ways though, it is much better than being around lots of beautiful women that I could talk to but not touch. I'll keep my life and thank God for it.

I don't need to be envious. However, I think Looknsee will provide a lot of fuel for my wet dreams.